The Power -Vorylin
Life is a
powerful force. Life is a never-ending cycle. Death is not the end;
if it were, the laws of the universe itself are violated and
irreconcilable, but this is not so. What is created cannot be
destroyed. There is always continuation. Death is part of such a
continuation.
There are
two men, on opposite sides of the world, close to death themselves.
One is on his deathbed, surrounded by warmth, his dear family, and
his beloved friends. The other man, however, is lying on the ground
on a snowy path in the mountains; he's mortally wounded in his left
leg, bleeding from his femoral artery. He is surrounded by Indian,
Pakistani, and Nepalese men that were sojourning with him in the
Himalayas. The two men had not much in common let alone knew one
another, but there's one thing they shared. They both spoke these
exact same words to those around them at the exact same time:
Life was
good to me. After long last, I've come to this point. However, I
never
Thought
it'd be now when I start to fade. Come to think of it, I never once
Sat down
to contemplate when and how I would leave this world and pass on to
the next.
I've
lived a decent time and I've done many a thing. Many were good and
yet many were bad.
I do
believe though that I was a morally righteous person. Please do not
think me as so haughty
That I
judge myself of my own merit. That is arrogance. It is pride in its
greatest form. It
Is
deceit. I judge myself and you my fellows not. I am not God. Instead,
I swore fealty
To a
Power. “What is this Power?” you ask. “What on earth is he
running his mouth on about?”
Well,
allow me to lead into how I discovered The Power. When I was a young
man,
I was a
wreck. I had no work, no school, no ties to anyone.
I was a
lone wolf who'd cut all ties to those who'd loved me. I called
everything into question.
Why was
this world important? Why did people care for one another? Why am I
here if I
Cannot
find my purpose? Is there someone or something that I'm supposed to
give
A rip
about? Will I ever be more than this? Will things ever look up? I
wondered many times if I should simply give up and let myself die.
It'd burden no one. Would it? No. There must be
Some
consequence! Isn't life full of balance?! Life and death. Day and
night. Up and down. Left and right. GOOD AND EVIL?! There is clearly
evil in this world! Where is the Good?! Where?!
Where?! I
had to know. I had to find out. I finally thought I had found the
purpose I had so
Desperately
longed for. I had to find the ultimate balance in life. I had to find
the good
That
played the ultimate counter to the evil. I looked to ancient texts of
all kinds in all scripts
Looking
for answers. I asked many a wise men of many a pledge. I studied the
religions of the
World
with great rigor. I tried my best to remain as unbiased and objective
as possible. I
Tried
essentially to be God and think as morally as I could to determine
what path
Was
indeed more righteous. In the end, I concluded that I had failed
greatly in my endeavor
To find
the ultimate good. Some paths were utterly wrong; others held more
standards but still fell
Short;
others seemed almost infallible. And yet something was missing. No
matter how good
Any
single man can be, we all are innately evil. It seems that good
cannot come from evil;
If it
seems that it does, then it is not genuine. We all have secret
intentions; we all have something
To want
from one another. We will stop at nothing to make sure we have what
we want or need
To
survive. If so, then all of these other schools of thought and
philosophy were wrong
Whether
or not the partakers knew it or not. I was torn. I was lost. I did
not know what to do!
What
could I do? I'm evil, but I want to be good. What sense did this
make!? Does this mean that evil comes from good and vice versa?! I
did not know. I was devastated. To further lament my sorrow
Over the
discovery and thoughts that plagued my mind, I decided to take a walk
in the countryside.
All of a
sudden, I was unaware of myself. I was knocked to the ground. I was
immobile. What
Was happening? I regained awareness in a wasteland of whiteness. I was there by myself, but
Was happening? I regained awareness in a wasteland of whiteness. I was there by myself, but
I had the
feeling that I wasn't alone. I felt something on the inside of me
speaking to my
Soul and
my spirit. My soul was set at ease and my spirit became satisfied. It
did not speak as
In my
ears or my mind, but through small, swift whispers to my heart. It
identified i\Itself simply as
The
Power. I asked what it was, where it came from, and what it wanted
with me. It explained
that it
is the fabric of life itself. It's always existed and always will
exist, even to the end of an age.
What it
wanted with me.... Well, It came to fulfill my ever-burning desire to
seek meaning,
Knowledge,
and understanding of life. It was the One I was looking for this
entire time.
Since It
is and was good and I was not, I could not find pardon in my faults
and transgressions
Of
myself. Only It could relieve me of such burdens; I will not be
judged by it when
I leave
this world for what lies next.
It is the
opposite of all the evil in this world. It explained to me that only
in it, that one
Can truly
be good. I eagerly accepted It into my life and thankfully embraced
Its
Counsel.
I woke up. I do not know to this day how long I lay prostrate on the
ground, but
I finally
had It. I finally had the Power and It had me. But what did this all
mean?
Does this
mean that I'm free of evil?! I'm still innately wicked just as much
as any other
Man, but
I have a way out of judgment. I clung to Its every Word. Through It,
I felt change.
I felt as
if I were not being good for the sake of getting something for
myself, but I
Felt that
I was doing good for the sake of doing good. Even though there were
many in the
World
like me doing the exact same thing, they still fell short. They did
not have the Power.
I saw the
world differently. I looked upon everything with compassion. I wanted
to help
Every
forlorn soul, and so I did my best to assist everyone I had crossed
paths with.
That was
fine and all, but it wasn't my purpose. My purpose is to use the
Power through
The Power
to make everyone pure. How can this be? Man must accept the Power
Just like
I had. Of course, this is no simple task. Many had their own
philosophies about
Life and
did not want the Power. They're content with their system of life.
But,
Here's
the problem: the Power is life. It is the essence of existence.
Rejecting the
Notion of
its existence is insanity and in itself the notion becomes a paradox.
Without the
Power,
evil and darkness will engulf and destroy those without it and only
entropy will
Remain.
This is the peril of the chaos. The world does not know the Power! It
does not know
It is on
the path of desolation and ruin! It is ignorant of what it's
rejecting. What's worse, is
That the
world and the things of this world will not get better. Things will
grow worse
For man.
I am no harbinger of doom or bringer of the end and neither is the
Power,
But that
does not mean that the end won't come. This is a warning to you, my
companions.
If I did
not care for you, then I would not be sharing this with you. I am
saying this
With the
utmost urgency that you must hear me! You have ears, so listen! You
have
A heart
and mind so feel and think! How can one hear of this Power and not
acknowledge
Its
existence?! Beware being without the Power; if you do not have It,
you will be devoured
By the
scourges of humanity. I wanted to tell all of you some time ago. I
wanted to wait
For the
most opportune time. Well, the Power wills that this is the time. I
am at the end
Of myself
and at the beginning of the ethereal. The Power wants you. It wants
all of you.
It in of
itself is complete and whole, but we without it are not. Like I said
and like it
Witnessed, It is the final piece of the puzzle. The piece is complete in the essence
Witnessed, It is the final piece of the puzzle. The piece is complete in the essence
Of its
fabric. Creation is made well. Please, contemplate these words of
mine.
Consider
what I've said and weigh them to true morality. Accept the Power and
believe
In what
its capable of. It restores and maintains wholeness and brings about
goodness.
But
again, I plead that you please do not go
To your
grave without thinking about it. It spells disaster in the end for I
fear I do not
Know
where one without the Power goes when they fade. I don't want to
know.
I long to
leave this world. My time has come. Farewell. I pray and hope that I
can see you again.
Someday.....
They both
slipped away simultaneously without another word. They left behind
those who were with them. They talked amongst themselves and thought
to themselves about what was just spoken to them. Some dismissed his
words while others believed his news. They feared for themselves,
those around them, and the world in general. Some accepted the Power
like they did, and others didn't. The two would soon meet and be able
to converse about their past lives. They'll be together with
countless other through the end.
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